Lovely Weather

There is not much to tell...well, let me correct that, there's so much to tell but I'm too lazy to post about everything or anything for that matter. All that's important now is that I'm in another music phase (Ze 2011-Indie Phase, as I'd call it)  and I know it's ruining my Junior Study Life. For I do not study at all and that's ought to pull me down. But I am still not doing anything about it for giving in to it is far much easier than falling out of any phase.

It's wrong to actually trade in my grades for a buncha bands that don't even know I exist but I gues I''m just really the type who'd give everything just so I could do what I want even though it won't do me good. It's bad, I know that's why I'm posting this so that I could really come face-to-face with the reality that this year is a major year in my life. I should not be doing this. There  are many things that I should do that I'm not doing and there are many  things that I shouldn't that I am. But let's just hope that when I look back at this year of my life I wouldn't regret anything that I did and chose for there is no turning back. This year would either make or break me. I should  get good grades for I need it next year for the Entrance Exams to all the different Unis I'm planning to enter. College, many say to me,  is gonna be a whole lot easier than High School is especially when your school was QueSci. However, I BEG to disagree. I just feel  it in my guts that I'd have a not so pretty time in uni. I feel I'm gonna have huge troubles in making outputs the way I'm having huge troubles in making outputs here in QueSci. I'm afraid of all the projects professors will make me do, I'd probably feel the toll of my anti-social ways for I'd get lost a lot of times in campus and wouldn't dare ask anyone for directions. Then there's the whole concept of being independent and commuting on your own that will surely jeopardize my existence.

*sigh* I dunno what the future holds but right now, I'd say that HALF of me is enjoying life to the utmost while the other is just simply filled with regret for every fun moment I'm experiencing for all those should be times I SHOULD be studying and doing school-stuff. Nonetheless, we've a LOVELY WEATHER this Sunday. Raining and with the sun to clear things up.

GREG JAMES LOVE

GAWD! I dunno what's up with this bloke. He just is so adorable. I mean his voice is just so perfect for me.....DAAAAAYYYYYUUUMM!!!! Hot. But he acts like a ....well, simply put, a FOOL. 

 Can't seem to post some videos that are not available in Youtube ...... so yeah, too bad. :(

Just check him out HERE! 

Weekdays (Also Posted in Tumblr)

For the weekends, I feel like my body’s about to collapse. All the energy from the weekday activities just start to melt down & I think my body just wants me to rest for a while. It’s kind of like an indication of how “fake” my energy is during the weekdays (all of which comes from the oh-so trusty caffeine from energy drinks and coffee). I just sleep like crazy. I can’t make my eyes go  wide awake past 7 and once I start reading anything school-related my system just automatically shuts down and there you have it folks,  instant sleeping martian, a really rare wonder I would say. 

Though I dunno why, I enjoy sort of “abusing my body” (as my mom would call it). I makes me feel ….put in a very simple way……great somehow. DAYUM! I got issues. It’s a Sunday. No rest for today. Church day is very very busy for me. 

Just gotta say: 

And I Feel Like Posting

It's been years. I feel like I've gone through heaven and hell and  back again. Y'know that feeling? Well, I can't fully say. Since my blog is but the most  boring of sorts I just can't  help but think if ever there might be a person reading. Yes, it really  is like sending crap into some endless void. But hopefully,  someday it will matter to a certain few peeps whether I'd do an entry or not. Now, I said hopefully, kay?
Anyway here are the random pics I always include in my oh-so boring posts.....

So yeah, will  perhaps post more. I want to post almost on a daily basis as I try to go through the very first "DEVOTIONAL" reading. It's ought to be like a real weird thing since I'm a pastor's kid and I ought to be awfully familiar in this area but then again, I  kinda like deviating from the norm. Also, as I try my best to think of ways on how to make this blog seem a little bit more lively I actually thought of perhaps posting a Fic here. I can't really think of anywhere else to post it for I don't really seem to want the idea of a fanfic. I mean,  I do want to make one but I'm not really sure what epic book/movie/tv show or whatever should deserve my full on attention. Hence, I decided to perhaps post my fics/essays/poems or any literary crap I can make. 

TATA,

Still have some MAPEH to review. DAYUM! And also this AP PPT to work on. 

Life sucks. COMPLETELY.

La Diva

I just loved how this performance almost lead me to tears the first time I hear it. Srsly, there was such beautiful harmony and I never expected for them to joiin those two songs. I mean who'd thought of having a mash-up of  Judas and While My Guitar Gently Weeps? SHROCKS!!! (Hehe, new expression) these people are just so dayum good.

"Burger out of Doughnuts"

Random pics since I'm no aficionado blogger and there's nothing much to blog about my life since my resources are limited and I'm still fuggin' 15.  

This is definitely not me but perhaps someone I'd like to be
 for a day or  two. Just experience what it's like to have that kinda life.
(It's Fi Faulkner folks.)

Last Saturday a few of my friends actually took a MENSA Test. I wasn't able to since I was too busy playing sick and wanting to go to the mall instead of actually going to our "Tutor" Session. Anyway, it was all abstract, something I so deeply enjoy. But I wasn't able to take the test. Now, results are out. My friend got in and now it just makes  me wonder if ever I could possibly pass the test too..... NAH! I mean, why bother trying to know. it would've been a big loss to know that I could possibly pass and  be part of it but what's the point? Another thing in my horrid life to regret? PUH-LEASE! I'm so over regretting almost every decision I  make. I shouldn't bother with these. 

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